LOVELY
It has been almost a year since the last blog entry and the last word I wrote was “hopefully on next entry I will rant about my next job.” Nope it didn’t happen. I’m still unemployed and deep in debt. So deep that i’m drowning and needed saving. See what I did there, needed SAVING! Get it? No? Oh well. I don’t really know what to write on this entry, probably ranting about my self diagnose depression and anxiety. I really feel like I want to seek for professional help. But I just can’t seem to get myself out from this place of comfortable pain. Kinda enjoyed it, loving it here. I know it’s bad, but when you feel hopeless with no motivation or purpose in your life, you kinda just enjoyed what is being presented at you. If its pain then be it. If its happiness you take it too. You don’t get to pick what you feel on that day. That's how I feel every time I woke up. Just embrace everything that is happening to you. I can’t be bother to care about how my day gonna be. Don’t get too ha
